Have you found my Chi?

“Yield and overcome;
Bend and be straight.”

-- Tao Te Ching





Lost : One Chi, sun colored , gently worn and humming soothing tones. If found please return to this website for reward of eternal
gratitude and warm hugs.

OK folks I am un-centered . Spinning like a top out of control!
This last year has been Zen removal at its best and the thought of another year starting is scaring me to death . I try to be optimistic. I try to suck it up and go on I try to be brave.

Instead I worry about MONEY, the 2 mortgages , the pooped out cars, the bills yet unpaid and CHRISTMAS. (spin, check bank)
I worry about Mr. T. worrying about, the 2 mortgages ,the pooped out cars, the bills yet unpaid and CHRISTMAS. (spin, rub back)
I worry about Mrs. And Mr. D. worrying about , the pooped out cars, the bills yet unpaid and CHRISTMAS.(spin, hug)
I worry about Jellyface and her attitude . Do all eight year olds sass this much? I have a hard time remembering back that far Mrs. D. is 26 now so it has been a long time. Do all eight year olds fight the homework so much? Do all eight year olds try to make their Dads mad at their Miss Kathy? (spin,yell)
I worry about menopause which has started hot flashes and all! (spin, sweat)
I worry about my Mom coming for a visit and finding me Chi-less. (spin ,clean, wobble , do laundry, spin)

In self healing efforts I have tried , prayer but that line is busy.
Yoga but the downward facing dog bites me! Drinking is fun but just tends to make you wobble more . Sex is good as well but does not happen often enough when your not Zen though the wobble does make it interesting. So I will attempt to write to find my chi.
(spin, type)

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Ok I shaved my legs !

Whee! Jellyface has a sleepover tonight. So Mr. T and I have the night alone. It has been a very long long time. Well dinner is done, hot bath , shaved my legs, lotion , and smelly goods on.
Mr. T makes a fireplace and puts on some nice music and we talk . About life , Christmas, past loves and how cute I look tonight. Things heat up so we take it to the bedroom its getting
hotter..and .. hotter.. (10:30) phone rings ... (Jellyface )..." Daddy we are home all alone"
Panicked we dress and go to her rescue. Now we know Miss Anne would never leave them alone but we worried that she may need help. More phone calls both the cells and the home line are engaged. Well as it turned out Miss Anne was on the back porch talking with a friend in view of the girls . Who had been tucked in a hour before and were thought to be asleep. Good nights and phone tucking again. Ok ... Not in the mood now. Though the nice music is still playing. Backrubs are cool.
Humm.... so Mr. T is too charming ! Now I can't sleep , he is snoring in the afterglow.

I will go watch tha stupid 70's show.

ps. We told Jellyface we are proud she called when she thought there was trouble.

oh to sleep like a frog! 

Jellyface 

Be careful what you wish for

Wow talk about going through a change of life!
After 6 years and over a 100k in legal fees fighting for custody .
My boyfriend’s x-wife proved to the world that we were right all along by taking her life. I thank God daily that she did not take Jellyface with her.

I am now the female caregiver to an 8 yr old.

At 46 I am the oldest mom in 2nd grade. When my child now 26, married in August (to the coolest guy who I love) was in school I was the youngest mom!
So here being the world’s slowest typer I will begin my blog the story of the daily trials of Jellyface. If my spelling is bad I’m sure I will figure out how to make the spell check work soon.