Have you found my Chi?

“Yield and overcome;
Bend and be straight.”

-- Tao Te Ching





Lost : One Chi, sun colored , gently worn and humming soothing tones. If found please return to this website for reward of eternal
gratitude and warm hugs.

OK folks I am un-centered . Spinning like a top out of control!
This last year has been Zen removal at its best and the thought of another year starting is scaring me to death . I try to be optimistic. I try to suck it up and go on I try to be brave.

Instead I worry about MONEY, the 2 mortgages , the pooped out cars, the bills yet unpaid and CHRISTMAS. (spin, check bank)
I worry about Mr. T. worrying about, the 2 mortgages ,the pooped out cars, the bills yet unpaid and CHRISTMAS. (spin, rub back)
I worry about Mrs. And Mr. D. worrying about , the pooped out cars, the bills yet unpaid and CHRISTMAS.(spin, hug)
I worry about Jellyface and her attitude . Do all eight year olds sass this much? I have a hard time remembering back that far Mrs. D. is 26 now so it has been a long time. Do all eight year olds fight the homework so much? Do all eight year olds try to make their Dads mad at their Miss Kathy? (spin,yell)
I worry about menopause which has started hot flashes and all! (spin, sweat)
I worry about my Mom coming for a visit and finding me Chi-less. (spin ,clean, wobble , do laundry, spin)

In self healing efforts I have tried , prayer but that line is busy.
Yoga but the downward facing dog bites me! Drinking is fun but just tends to make you wobble more . Sex is good as well but does not happen often enough when your not Zen though the wobble does make it interesting. So I will attempt to write to find my chi.
(spin, type)